.Feelings. =(

Feelings is something u can hardly describe or explain or telling someone how u actually feels...becoz it is sumtin u cant tell...u just feel it in ur heart...
Like dancing, when ur dancing to the beat...is ur heart to feel the song...not ur mind...not ur brain or watever...u juz moves with the music...u flow with it...

As time passes...the longer u take the time to express ur feeling to someone...the feeling may get stronger...and for some people...the feelings may get weaker until it is gone...Many things depend on time...time may heal...time is alwez the main reason for many things...becoz it brings u experiences, the longer u take to understand ur heart...u will experience many things..

I dunno wat is happening to me, my feelings towards......just faded away...it may coz by the treatment of......or maybe the time passes......and a brand new feeling is coming to me......i kinda hate it and at the same time i kinda like it too......i dunno how to manage this problem.......but i think i decided to just remain silent and c wats gonna happen next.....

Because of all this feelings....it makes me feel like a bad guy...i dun wanna be a bad guy...i seriously hate all the feeling stuff but this thing just caught me everytime....it spoils my mood...it makes me think alot....it makes me wondering...and also dreaming all the time....such a mood spoiler....

I just wan everything in my life to be as simple as possible...this will make me happy....people...or someone...or anybody else....pls dun be an IQ to me...makes me wondering wat are u tinking bout me or asking me to make decisions while ur not giving me any hints....i juz wanna be as happy as possible..living my life....

I really dunno what im thinking now....the feelings are bothering me...
but i hope i can face the reality soon....just to tell that...sumtimes a thing that ur oredi done for very long it will make u oredi USED TO IT...and it becomes ur daily routine...thats why ur doing it...and u wont and dunno how to quit doing it...
U haf feelings...u tell..u express...dun kip it in ur heart...

sorry...tis ''essay'' is wrote by me using my own heart language...people who is smart enuff may only understand the passages...

Sunday 15th august 2010 1.41am